After finishing The Great Gatsby, I was again at a loss, as to what to read now. I see this is becoming a major problem with me again. In between I had achieved some sort of stability, a continuum, a balance, which last a majority of the last year, starting with May, where I knew which book to read next, which authors to read, where I was fixated with Russian literature and especially Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Choosing the next novel was not a problem back then.
Post-December period has not been of that kind. Choosing is much more difficult. The prolificity of January was due to my fixation on completing the autobiographical trilogy of Maxim Gorky and an extremely interesting book on physicists. February was fallow. Reading is sparse in March too. Now again, I was at a loss for many days after completing The Great Gatsby, as to which one to pick. Had paperback editions of Ulysses, The Portrait of Artist as a Young Man(I already have had a disastrous attempt to read this), Mrs. Dalloway, To The Lighthouse, and Lolita. Now Joyce and Woolf are too much for my worked-out brain right now, and I don’t want to spend whatever forces I have juggling through Nabokov‘s verse-prose. So I steered cleared of all of them.
And in a sudden fit of conclusiveness, I have started reading Thus Spake Zarathustra. Yes, I do not know what came over me. It was a documentary I saw of Nietzsche in February I think. It was strangly chilling. So is the first few pages I have read. It’s going to be a sombre experience. What with the Gregorian Chants ringing all round the clock on YouTube, I definitely have the knack of creating the perfect atmosphere and mindset.